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Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 10:49 PM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. (: LOLS, hello blog. :D ah wells my blog dieded again. lols. but idk la lols, i alr predicted that it would, ever since i started blogging again before that? anw. i'm gonna take refuge in my blog cos i can't go anywhere. i'm down with many symptoms of h1n1, so yeah. suspected case, but not high risk. good good. (: aiyah but today kinda sucked. yesterday i was having dry cough, it was still okay. this morning i woke up to a lotta phlegm in my throat, and a seriously splitting headache, the worst i've ever had. i thought it was cos i didn't get enough sleep for the entire week. then i went back to sleep, woke up at 9, once i stood up the pain shot through my head again like anything. so went to take my temp, got a fever. x.x tried to tolerate the pain, went to play piano. (: but then, hai. csi man . == hurt like hell, i was literally groaning to myself, LLLLols. called mummy, she said she'd come home straight. then i went back to sleep with like some arrow through my head. woke up went to see the doctor with mummy. omgosh man, mummy made me wear this mask which cut my ears like dunno what cos the straps were so sharp and hard. -.- ah wells yeah then anw the doc said that there's >53% chance that i've got h1n1? idk, since i'd gotten most of the symptoms. ah wells. then cancelled piano lessons for 2 weeks, today and the next friday's, dam sad la. ): oh but mr andrew yau was so funny la. after i sent him a serious-sounding e-mail about like, how i couldn't make it last minute, sry for the inconveniences and all, he replied, "okay vanessa yong. please rest well!!! :>>>>>>>>>>>>>" LOL that is so cute seriously. hahahhaas. LOL and for the first time in my life sya sent an sms entirely out of caps letters LOLS, cuckoo sia she. haha thanks. (:(: hai. and i haven't talked to mummy yet. :X i'm scared, idk why. stoopeed stoopeed stoopeed. scared cos i know history'll just repeat itself all over again? omgosh help mans. i'm not even praying about it. stoopeeds. it hurts so much i'd rather forget all about it, i hate it. and i know i can't. first time in my life. unconscious erasing of memory. well how stupid is that. and now cos i'm so dam sick, i can't even talk to her properly. and my physical pain is just an excuse. first time in my life wanting to escape smth? and it's something and someone so close and dear to me? what sheety torture, i'm freakin tired of it. oh wells. i haven't bathed yet, and it's 11pm and i'm a sick person. -.- but i slept for like the entire day can. -.- how to fall back into sleep lols, my head's hurting less with the med alr, yey. (: oh wells. nights. (:(:
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